Chapter: Dumps of a Dilemma

Ok, so I'm torn between what to think and what to choose.
Even though I know I'll win, I feel like I'm gonna lose.
Falling for the charm, while he waits for an answer,
This feeling is spreading so quickly, faster than cancer.
Feeling comfortable, with mutual presence we speak less,
While he ponders me turning into The Loch Ness.
Plagued with the fear, that I'll be hurt because he'll be bored,
But as of right now there are many ideas to explore.
Thoughts running through my mind, always ineffable,
If he peeks in, his interest is always left questionable.



Looking in his eyes, I'm a kid in a candy store,
It's bad to have too much of a good thing, but even so, I want more...